I DID IT ! But still not brave !

Friend !

This is not brave :)

I'm not brave either ..

Although an action like this really brave ><

Hehehe ..

You know ..

I already keep on dragging this action week after week ..

Cause I'm very afraid ..

What if he denied ?

What if he don't even care ?

What if he thinks I'm crazy ?

I think a lot of question like this ..

So this is why I'm not confident enough to do this ..

This comes back to the same thing in the last blog ..

Putting faith and confident in God ..

I guess I took Him for granted again ..

"I'M SORRY GOD !! PLEASE FORGIVE ME !!"

So yeah ..

But I still did it !

I asked him to come to Eklektos Celebration just now before I went to band practice ..

Luckily I saw Arthur !

Or else I'll drag this to the next week again ><

THANKS MY BROTHER, ARTHUR :)

Although I'm really afraid or scare,

But my mind keep telling me ..

Never lose this opportunity to save a person's life ..

I want to bring him to God

Because I know God is searching for him !

I'm glad I did my best :)

BUT !!!

This is the difficult part .. 

When I asked him to come to my youth,

You know what he ask me ?

"Why?"

Do you know this word "WHY?" can make you speechless ??

I'm almost like lagging there ..

But in my mind I know I can't be speechless ..

So I quickly say 

"Err just come and visit .. I hope you will come :)"

He just knock his head ..

This question "Why?"

Makes me lost all my confident and faith ..

I need to ask Pastor Noah and Calvin about this ..

OH MY !!!

I'm really afraid if he saw me un-confidently to ask him,

He also don't wanna come ..

This confident is very important man !

Especially have confident in God :)

PRAY PRAY PRAY !!! 

Really hope he will come this week :) 

I wanna be his first good friend and change his life ^^

PEACE OUT :) ♥

Self-Confident in God and yourself :)

Last time,

I told my self to DO it ..

But I didn't ..

I guess I'm not CONFIDENT enough ..

Self-confident is very important ..

If you're not confident enough to do it,

You will never gotta do it right ..

I have a friend ..

She dreams to play guitar on cell group ..

She keep on practicing on her guitar skills ..

But one thing She's missing .. 

Confident in God and herself ..

She lost her confident on the day that her dream will finally come true ..

Just because of missing one little thing ..

How important is God and having confident in our life!

Friend,

I know you know I'm talking about you ..

Yes !

It is you !

Right now,

STAND UP !!

Pray to God !!

Tell Him what you need ..

YOU NEED HIM MY DEAR FRIEND !!

Listen to me ..

I know you can do it ! 

It's one of your dreams to serve God ..

God loves you so much ..

Don't let God down :)

This is real ..

Never lose your self-confident ..

Once I also lost mine ..

I really wanna bring a guy that I never talked to ..

A guy I don't know to come to E6 and EC ..

But I fail ..

Whyy ??

Just because I lost my confident in myself and God ..

Just a little thing can cause you fail to save a person's life ..

How terrible is that ?

So right now ..

Just pray to God ..

Calm your heart and don't care about your temptation ..

He's presence is always with you :)

He's always there !

PEACE OUT ♥